Bug\u00fcn, bizleri d\u00fcnyaya getiren, sonsuz sevgi ve \u015fefkatle b\u00fcy\u00fcten, koruyup kollayan, koca y\u00fcrekli fedak\u00e2r kad\u0131nlar\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fc. Annelerimizin g\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 \u201c1938 y\u0131l\u0131nda Anadolu\u2019nun bir da\u011f k\u00f6y\u00fcnde, be\u015f \u00e7ocuklu yoksul bir ailenin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc \u00e7ocu\u011fu olarak d\u00fcnyaya gelmi\u015fim. Gelmez olayd\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ad\u0131m\u0131 babam koymu\u015f, Elife olsun demi\u015f ama k\u00f6yde herkes bana Eley derdi. Babam kendi halinde, kimseye zarar\u0131 dokunmayan, \u00e7ok konu\u015fmayan, ancak bir \u015fey sorulursa k\u0131sa cevaplar verip konu\u015fmay\u0131 ge\u00e7i\u015ftiren birisiydi ve y\u00fcz\u00fcnden hi\u00e7 tebess\u00fcm eksik olmazd\u0131. Annesini ve babas\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ya\u015fta kaybetmi\u015f, koca d\u00fcnya da yapayaln\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. K\u00f6ydeki kad\u0131nlar bakm\u0131\u015f, b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f ve yine ayn\u0131 k\u00f6y\u00fcn k\u0131z\u0131 olan annem ile evlendirmi\u015flerdi. Derinlerde saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kederi, s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6zlerinden okunuyor, i\u00e7erisinde f\u0131rt\u0131nalar kopsa da sessizli\u011fini bozmuyordu. Dals\u0131z, kolsuz kalman\u0131n verdi\u011fi ac\u0131y\u0131, t\u00fcm y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki \u00e7izgiler anlat\u0131yordu sanki.Annem, babama g\u00f6re daha konu\u015fkan, daha aktif biriydi. Her \u015fey ile annem ilgilenirdi. Tarla tapan i\u015fleri, hayvanlar, i\u00e7eri i\u015fi, d\u0131\u015far\u0131 i\u015fi hep annemden sorulurdu. Ablam ile abim de ekip bi\u00e7me i\u015flerinde, hayvan bak\u0131m\u0131nda anneme yard\u0131m ederdi. Ben ise evde kal\u0131p iki karde\u015fime bakard\u0131m.K\u00f6yde Hasan\u2019a g\u00f6nl\u00fcm d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, onun da g\u00f6nl\u00fc bendeydi. \u00d6yle olmasa her g\u00fcn hayvanlar\u0131 ne diye evimizin \u00f6n\u00fcnden g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyordu ki otlatmaya? Bir g\u00fcn \u00e7e\u015fmeye su almaya gitti\u011fimde uzaktan bana bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Kad\u0131nlarla dolu \u00e7e\u015fme ba\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn alt\u0131ndan ben de onu s\u00fczd\u00fcm. Hasan\u2019\u0131 her g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde kalbim yerinden \u00e7\u0131kacak gibi oluyordu\u2026Annem; Eleyim, ablan ile abin evlendi, yuvas\u0131, \u00e7olu\u011fu, \u00e7ocu\u011fu oldu. E art\u0131k senin de evlenme \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n geldi. Bir yuvan olsun, \u00e7oluk \u00e7ocu\u011fa kar\u0131\u015f dedi ve, bug\u00fcn Zeynep ile Zerk K\u00f6y\u00fcnden haber salm\u0131\u015flar, sana s\u00f6z kesmeye gelecekler haz\u0131rlan diyerek ekledi. Sofrada ka\u015f\u0131k elimden d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Yemek bo\u011faz\u0131ma dizildi. G\u00f6zlerimden akan kanl\u0131 ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7ime ak\u0131tt\u0131m. Kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmak ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fc ki anneme, b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcme. Diyemedim Hasan\u2019\u0131 seviyorum diye.On be\u015fimde gelin oldum Zerk K\u00f6y\u00fcne. Halil iyi bir insand\u0131, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkand\u0131, O da yetim b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f epeyce s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 \u00e7ekmi\u015fti. Seviyordu beni. Ben de onu sevmek i\u00e7in zorlad\u0131m kendimi, severim zamanla dedim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m buraya art\u0131k, k\u00f6y\u00fcn insanlar\u0131 s\u0131cakkanl\u0131 ve sevecendi. \u00d6nce Mehmet\u2019imi ald\u0131m kuca\u011f\u0131ma, Arkas\u0131ndan da Seyit\u2019im do\u011fdu baharda. D\u00fcnya tatl\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ocuklard\u0131. Aralar\u0131nda iki ya\u015f vard\u0131. Seyit\u2019im yeni yeni y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu ki Halil\u2019i askere ald\u0131lar. Yavrular\u0131mla kald\u0131k bir ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za. Evimiz ile s\u0131rt s\u0131rta kay\u0131nbabam\u0131n evi bulunuyor ve kay\u0131n\u0131m ile beraber ya\u015f\u0131yordu. Yemekleri bizde yiyorduk, tarlaya tapana kay\u0131n\u0131m ile kay\u0131nbabam gidiyor, Ben de her iki evin i\u015fini, yeme\u011fini yap\u0131yordum. O g\u00fcn sabah kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan beri i\u00e7imde bir s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 vard\u0131. Annem, babam ve karde\u015flerim d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc akl\u0131ma, sonra Halil ne yer, ne i\u00e7er, ne yapar oralarda diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. \u0130lk defa ayr\u0131 kal\u0131yordum. Bir kez haber alsam i\u00e7im rahatlard\u0131 biraz. Evin i\u015fini bitirdim, yemekleri yapt\u0131m, i\u00e7imin s\u0131z\u0131s\u0131 hi\u00e7 ge\u00e7medi. Oturduk hep beraber yemek yedik. Sobay\u0131 da yakt\u0131m ki Mehmet\u2019im ile Seyit\u2019im \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmesin. Seyit\u2019i uyuttum yat\u0131rd\u0131m. Mehmet\u2019i de divana dedesiyle amcas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na oturtup onlara emanet ettim. \u00c7ama\u015f\u0131r y\u0131kamak i\u00e7in \u00e7e\u015fmeden su getirmem gerekiyordu. \u00c7e\u015fmeden d\u00f6nerken, evin \u00f6n\u00fcndeki kalabal\u0131ktan ba\u011fr\u0131\u015fmalar geliyor, Mehmet\u2019im feryat figan a\u011flayarak bana do\u011fru ko\u015fuyordu. Sular d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ellerimden, dizlerimin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc. Mehmet\u2019im bay\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kollar\u0131mda. Yan\u0131ma gelenler \u00e7ocuk yand\u0131, yand\u0131 hemen \u00e7e\u015fmeye gidip, suya tutal\u0131m diyorlard\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dedesi \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f kahveye gitmi\u015f, amcas\u0131 da kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde sohbete dalm\u0131\u015f arkada\u015f\u0131yla. Soban\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda divan\u0131n \u00fczerinde oturan Mehmet\u2019im, soban\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u015fi\u015fe i\u00e7erisinde duran gaz ya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7mi\u015f, nas\u0131l olduysa yavruca\u011f\u0131m bir anda alev alm\u0131\u015f. Mehmet\u2019ime onca koca kar\u0131 ila\u00e7lar\u0131 yap\u0131ld\u0131, yan\u0131klar\u0131na, yaralar\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc, fayda etmedi ve g\u00fcn ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e yaralar\u0131 derinle\u015fiyordu. Ald\u0131k g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fck il\u00e7e hastanesine doktor ila\u00e7 yazd\u0131 eve g\u00f6nderdi. Ama hi\u00e7 iyile\u015fme olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Halil izine geldi\u011finde al\u0131p \u015fehir hastanesine g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fck yavrumu. Seyit\u2019im de yan\u0131m\u0131zda gelmi\u015fti ve babas\u0131yla, geceleri \u015fehirde bulunan akrabalarda kal\u0131yor, g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri ise yan\u0131m\u0131za hastaneye geliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Seyit\u2019imi hastanede sevmeyen yoktu. Hem\u015fireler, doktorlar \u00e7ocu\u011fumu al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyor, oynat\u0131yor, seviyor sonra hediyeler al\u0131p tekrar getiriyorlard\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yine hepimiz Mehmet\u2019in ba\u015f\u0131ndayken bir hem\u015fire Seyit\u2019imi yine sevmeye geldi, ald\u0131 kuca\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bir s\u00fcre sonra koridordan sesler, ba\u011fr\u0131\u015fmalar gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130nsanlar ko\u015fu\u015fturuyorlard\u0131. Halil ile birbirimize bakt\u0131k ve koridora f\u0131rlad\u0131k. Seyit\u2019im bir doktorun kuca\u011f\u0131nda kanlar i\u00e7indeydi. Seyit\u2019imi al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcren hem\u015fire acil bir hastan\u0131n yan\u0131na gitmi\u015f, Seyit ise koridorda tek ba\u015f\u0131na oynarken, Merdiven bo\u015flu\u011fundan binan\u0131n zeminine d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f. Yavrum orac\u0131kta can vermi\u015f\u2026Mehmet\u2019im de karde\u015finin ve derin yan\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131na daha fazla dayanamay\u0131p elimizden kay\u0131p gitti. \u0130ki yavrumu da derdimize derman olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in gitti\u011fimiz ayn\u0131 hastanede kaybettim.\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her anneler g\u00fcn\u00fcnde ananemin hik\u00e2yesini hat\u0131rlay\u0131p, bir kad\u0131n\u0131n onca ac\u0131lara nas\u0131l g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs gerebildi\u011fini, nas\u0131l sabredip dayanabildi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm. Ananemin hayat\u0131ndan sadece bir kesiti sizlerle payla\u015fmak istedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00fcm annelerimizin anneler g\u00fcn\u00fc kutlu olsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u0130lknur Solmaz \u00c7OBAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Bug\u00fcn, bizleri d\u00fcnyaya getiren, sonsuz sevgi ve \u015fefkatle b\u00fcy\u00fcten, koruyup kollayan, koca y\u00fcrekli fedak\u00e2r kad\u0131nlar\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fc. Annelerimizin g\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 \u201c1938 y\u0131l\u0131nda Anadolu\u2019nun bir da\u011f k\u00f6y\u00fcnde, be\u015f \u00e7ocuklu yoksul bir ailenin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc \u00e7ocu\u011fu olarak d\u00fcnyaya gelmi\u015fim. Gelmez olayd\u0131m\u2026 Ad\u0131m\u0131 babam koymu\u015f, Elife olsun demi\u015f ama k\u00f6yde herkes bana Eley derdi. Babam kendi halinde, kimseye zarar\u0131 dokunmayan, \u00e7ok konu\u015fmayan, ancak […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[16],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-455","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-siirlerim-ve-yazilarim"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/455","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=455"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/455\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":457,"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/455\/revisions\/457"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=455"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=455"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=455"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}