{"id":448,"date":"2021-08-03T20:36:00","date_gmt":"2021-08-03T20:36:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/?p=448"},"modified":"2022-04-05T06:54:01","modified_gmt":"2022-04-05T06:54:01","slug":"magrur-yalnizligim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/?p=448","title":{"rendered":"MA\u011eRUR YALNIZLI\u011eIM"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Ah benim eksilmez, ba\u015f belas\u0131, ma\u011frur yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kald\u0131k m\u0131 yine seninle ba\u015f ba\u015fa?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ge\u00e7 otur hadi \u015f\u00f6yle kar\u015f\u0131ma,\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eimdi sen bana bak, ben sana… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu gece sana i\u00e7elim usulca, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen her zamanki suskunlu\u011funla dinle..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6yle sitem etmek, k\u00fcsmek yok k\u0131z\u0131nca. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 ezberledin zaten, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nas\u0131l enkaz haline geldi\u011fimi… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015fte bu da benziyor \u00f6ncekilere, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Olsun! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben bu kez de  anlataca\u011f\u0131m sana,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc, sen dinlersin ve sen anlars\u0131n beni…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Art\u0131k ben de anlad\u0131m ama… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve biliyorum!Senden ba\u015fka kimsem yokmu\u015f, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevmelerim, emeklerim hep bo\u015fa \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor Ve… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ard\u0131ndan t\u00fcm kap\u0131lar sana a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yormu\u015f… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Halbuki, ne de g\u00fczel ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m senden,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevin\u00e7lerimi, umutlar\u0131m\u0131, hayallerimi al\u0131p, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7arp\u0131p \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131m budala cesaretimle<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Varolman\u0131n tad\u0131nda…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hadi itiraf et, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen biliyordun de\u011fil mi? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ko\u015farak sana gelece\u011fimi, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hakl\u0131yd\u0131n! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bak i\u015fte buraday\u0131m, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcm olsun sana, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015fka bir yere gitmem art\u0131k… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hadi durma el gibi gel, yeter, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sar\u0131lal\u0131m yeniden yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 
\u015eiir ve Foto\u011fraf :<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lknur Solmaz \u00c7OBAN \/03.08.2021<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ah benim eksilmez, ba\u015f belas\u0131, ma\u011frur yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m,  Kald\u0131k m\u0131 yine seninle ba\u015f ba\u015fa? Ge\u00e7 otur hadi \u015f\u00f6yle kar\u015f\u0131ma,\u00a0 \u015eimdi sen bana bak, ben sana…  Bu gece sana i\u00e7elim usulca,  Sen her zamanki suskunlu\u011funla dinle.. \u00d6yle sitem etmek, k\u00fcsmek yok k\u0131z\u0131nca.  Y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 ezberledin zaten,  Nas\u0131l enkaz haline geldi\u011fimi…  \u0130\u015fte bu da benziyor \u00f6ncekilere,  Olsun!  Ben bu […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[16],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-448","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-siirlerim-ve-yazilarim"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/448","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=448"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/448\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":542,"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/448\/revisions\/542"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=448"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=448"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cizgidunyam.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=448"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}